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eziey, 18.
a girl you know but im someone else too.
am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with Hadi ♥.

"Having a certain someone extra in life can be a motivation for you to do better. like they say, in life, time is limited, make good use of it. look always at the bright side. its not as though you lose the whole world. look around, you still have everything in-tact. dont let the problem be the downfall. be strong. (:"




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Tuesday, May 15, 2007, 3:33 PM


LOSING A FRIEND


syuq says he was sorry.
i had forgiven him.
i want to get along with yoo
now & forever.
& just as a friend.
(=

what happen between
sha & idah had nothg to do
with me. ok maybe im the
cause of it. but its such
a pathetic problem to fight about.
& im waiting for the day we
could all get back together.
im sure we can if only
yoo guys understand each other.
but will yoo?

Since yoo're now with them
i don't dare to share secrets
with yoo anymore.
& i miss the crazy tyme we had
somehow i hated the BIGMOUTH
bitch. yoo shud know that
9months being with my ex,
& she stole him!
how could a friend do that!
fed-up sia! & yoo still want
to be with her.

said she leave yoo?
& took me as your "sister"
butt yet look,
siape tinggalkan sape skrg?
ko kena tinggal,
i had alwaes been there.
but were yoo?
yoo were too busy being
with them.
OK FINE.go ahead.
kesayangan MULUTBECUK ko tu!
dah lah taklei simpan rahsia.
kalau dia tinggalkan ko,
jgn pandai2 carik aku.

Monday, May 14, 2007, 1:26 AM


SCREW ME PLEASE!


Everything was way okay with him
Sometime theres things that yoo
don't want to tell but yet
yoo want that person to know
i felt guilty keeping things
away from yoo
but i don't want this matter
to be brought up
i don't want to hurt yoo
i've lose someone before,
& i don't want to lose again.
i had enough being hurt.

im such a STOOPIDfreak who just
don't know how to defend myself
its better yoo know,
so yoo don't get wrong between
me and that ASSHOLE.
but its better if i kept quiet
so that your heart is peace
without breaking.
im completely STUCK.
if i were to tell yoo about
this ASSHOLE.
will yoo follow syafiq's way,
of letting me go.
OR will yoo still be there
to protect me?

im a complete IDIOT.
i don't even have the guts to
tell yoo. no guts to ask that
ASSHOLE to just fcukoff.
but yet hes still my friend.
i can't seem to hurt my own
best friend. that ASSHOLE,
needs me as his friend &
at the same tyme as his love.
im completely STUCK at this situation
&& iz, i love yoo more than
anyone else!

Thursday, May 10, 2007, 4:07 PM


SORRY SEEMS TO BE JUST A WORD


but yet i had forgiven yoo
i don't care if anythg hurts me
butt this question why,
yoo don't need to keep
things away from me
i just want yoo to be honest
with me. its not that hard.

despite me being half dead,
it doesn't bother me much.
but when yoo keep things
away from me, hurts me.
yoo can alwaes talk to me
even when yoo're upset
what am i here for when
yoo don't even bother to share
your feelings with me.

i had alwaes wanted yoo
to be by my side.
but if yoo keep carry on
walking away, it won't
work between us.
I WAS NEVER TOO GOOD
FOR ANYONE!
im just a normal simple girl.
is just that people thinks
im different! well, IM NOT!
OK!

Wednesday, May 09, 2007, 3:15 PM


THINGS ARE BETTER OFF THIS WAY


Guess syuqrie & me,
we're better off on our own wayy
well, hes happy with his gerlfriend
i don't want to interfere anyone's
relationship especially if that
person had been my friend
since like forever.
im done my friend

goodbye then.

------------------------------------

Its been 2month since we
shared this love.
SEPET as alwaes!



i had alwaes loved yoo
shedding your blood
for someone pathetic
loser like me won't make
me loved yoo even more.
i hated when someone i loved
start hurting themselves
well, STOP HURTING,
START LIVING

i had never thought of leaving yoo
before but when i ever heard yoo
keeping things away from me
makes me feel i wasn't even
part of your life. i ever
thought i was a trash
whenever yoo just walked away
from me.

i mean,
"what kind of a girlfriend are yoo?"
"your boyfriend is out there
being left alone!"
people are alwaes asking me
"whats wrong with yoo & your boyfie?"
i had alwaes kept quiet.
who are they to interfere
in our situation.

im sucha USELESSfcukup gerl.
yoo had alwaes kept quiet.
& yahh i read every word yoo wrote about me
theres nothg yoo should be jealous of
me being some other guy.
its not as if we had some
secrett relationship going on!!!
JUST FRIENDS!

Wednesday, May 02, 2007, 2:50 AM


one shouldnt just die.
he should die, dissolve and decay




syuqrie's msg to me...

"i like you, ever since we started
talking, chatting, sms.
expressed my feelings for you.
only to get to nowhere
was upset, but still waited
till u could like me.
i was liking you all the way
from sec2, till i met my gf, i still liked u.
i wasnt attached yet.
then, this girl, asked me..
when i asked her too.
den, u mesged me at night.
telling me that u have had
feelings for me, but didnt dare to tell"

"then, i was, shocked,sympathized,
and agreed to you.
i didnt know waht i was up to.
didnt know..
i was scared, "timing" for the
first time in my life.
bad thing to do.
haiz, who knew i would
love both deeply.
felt shitty every single day.
tried to be okay, just
couldnt make it.
didnt know it would
end like this.
never have i hurt sumone.
im so sorry."