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Saturday, January 13, 2007, 6:37 AM
THE GIFT OF LIFE IS HAVIN life itself BUT U RUINED IT Life isn't fair, shit, thats life. Sometimes when i wake up in the middle of the night, i wonder what have i done to deserve this. I shudeer to realise that it is my doing to my own self that has made this into the FCUKED up reality show of my life. Thanks to many, i feel like my life is CURSED, FOREVER. i will never know happiness, or even if i did, its onie for the short term. i never will understand life, cause life never understand me. i will never know what fate is, cause fate was never by my side. what i know is i deserve all this, cause i am ME. How life been easier, it wouldn't have been called life now if fate had been fate, mine hasn't been great. There are so many people i hate in this world one of them, myself. Having gone through so much of life, it's unfair that one thing good, never lasts not for me. Someone, somewhere out there just has to take it all away from me. Who else to blame? But MYSELF. with; love ezieyy |