Saturday, February 03, 2007, 6:07 PM
NOW thatt i have you,
i wouldn't lett u off easily
Admiring someone since last year,
is quite a long tyme, i din thought
that we have the same feeling
fer each other. i wanting to have
you butt was it right for a girl to sound
first. ridiculous ritex? hahs, and he
himself told me that he wanting to tell
me since last year butt he was too shy
about it. But luckily he din say it.
Coz i was attached with one of his fwen.
And the next thing i knew, he wants me.
How could i ever reject someone i long love.
And those people that waited fer me, im
sorry,gee, one says that "no point steading
with the guy u DUN even love".
I told me mick, the whole story.
But was he able to accept the fact?
Will he still treat me as his frien?
Will he ever ignore me?
his last msg to me
"you justt have a good life with
your new boi. forget about our past
and about me"
it may sound easy to just forget.
BUT no, it wasn't easy. Evrytime
i look at him, i started to think
back those times we used to had.
those sweet things he done and
ever sacrifice fer me. That the most
"sweet memory" ever. And im still
glad to call u my ex. thanks.
"to someone i called frien"
Its been 2years i treated you as my dear
frien, But end up u requested u want me
to be yours. its not that easy fer me to
change the feeling from a frien to someone
special. im sorry, fan. i wish we could move on.
i felt guilty if u kept sayin u want me.
i have never had any feelings fer you.
and if i accept you to be mine, it wouldn't
last long. bcoz "true love is meant to find
the right person that u REALLY LOVE and the
person that you love, LOVES you too"
But in this case, u love me but i onie like
u as my frien. Bcoz u've been there to cheer
me up as a frien but not as a lover.
from here i end my words.
eziey
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