Monday, April 23, 2007, 2:57 PM
HAPPY 7th BDAE TO RYAN

celebrated his bdae outside we had dinner at tamp. no cakes; no presents! its pathetic but enjoying GEE; sometimes i got fed-up with my lil bro, in evry words he talks, it will end with "bodoh" "diam uhx bodoh!" "ape ko nak bodoh!" "ko larh bodoh" "takmo macam2 larh bodoh" woah! look whos talking... ... MR.lilMEAN ASS!
school was okay. got stuck in maths & history. damn i can't finish my homework! & i got sick of adam around. gee; its okay to make friens with me. butt nott too close please! im NOT trying to be mean but the way yoo reacted & the way yoo've been where i've been. its kinda irritating.
& evryone been asking me, its obvious the way he reacted is like yoo wanted attention from me. well; no matter how hard yoo try to get attention from me, i won't fall for yoo. cause im in deeply in love with the guy im with. <3 "sery; gi pujuk matair ko sane larh!" "dia sedih ko tak layan dia" gee; i was studying then. when; he got upset. it was raining cat & dogs! & the thunder was loud. i ran towards him; worried if hes not okay.
he was quite okay; just that hes not feeling that well; i guess. we made a few rounds in school. it was DAMN cold! >.< but can't yet leave him. so, accompanied him the whole rounds. i feel so close to him in the heart (=
no matter how much yoo hurt me, i still love yoo for who yoo are!
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